Allah .. I feel lonely

Sometimes when I woke up in the middle of night because my cat fighting with another cat ..
That time I always feel alone ..
When I want to go to my bed .. I feel alone too .. even after I pray ..
I feel so SUCK & Boring with this lifestyle .. and I tired of being in all problem because my family or my life ..
I want to go to another life .. that  I can be usefull person ..
I want to run .. run.. run!!
But another ways .. I feel more greatful when I looked people more poor than me ..
I just said "Alhamdulillah"
But still .. Allah .. I want You to Comfort me and makes me feel conveniences ..
I miss U and I want feel U in my heart .. besides me .. and always be there for me ..

NO MAN NO CRY .. Every problem thing in my world is from " MAN "
I FEEL SO SUCK WITH THAT! When u have a man beside your self, you'll be comfort and statisfied but when the problems coming .. All the thing women do is Crying because of that troublemaker : man!